Monday, August 22, 2011

Grandpa Merrell


My sweet grandpa Merrell passed away in his sleep last night. He was a great man. One of the sweetest I have ever known.
I will always have regrets when it comes to this situation. I let certain people drive me away from that family after my dad died and it was never the same. That family never treated us the same. They were never my real family again with the exception of my grandparents. They were there for all the main events, came over to my parents house to see us often, always sent cards for birthdays, always supported me. But I had a hard time going to that house and as the years went on, the visits on my part were less and less. I should have done better. I know that he loved me and that is what is important. He always told me that. He always told me he was proud of me. The two things that I miss hearing from my dad, he said often.

What a great reunion- My grandpa, my dad and my Nana in heaven.

Not sure when the funeral will be but I will be going. I owe him that much. He was a great example in my life and he will always be in my heart.


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1 comment:

Janalee said...

Cali thanks for sharing! It was a wonderful post! Never forget that we love you :)